First day of school? watever.

First day of school still wasn't that bad, hahaha. (Wait, i said i wouldn't we here posting..) Well, nehmind. I just wanna saaaaaay about first day, then i go back to my MIA-mode liao. Heh. Serious! Lol. Morning. Sucha big fuss was made at the gate there. Damn funny siol. Nevermind about that. I wanna say the rest. Hahahah.

Shuang, very less lessons! First day mah. Free single chem period (WHOOHOO, NO 3L1M. HAHAHA), free double geog period (sort of, w0n9 don't teach us, we just join her for the sake of fun), free single chinese period (l1an neh come! that piece of toiletpaper she gave, aiya, no need do one la.). Not bad i tell you! Hahaha. But now we have to change classes alot, seriously alot manz. Now even geog, amath, emath, all must change classes. Wah, especially emath for today was uber funny. Eh, in art room. Emath in art room. Epic LOL. Hahahahaha. Hot like hell, though. No, not enjoyable. Hmm.

Then chinese me and krystal spent it playing match-it with hanling&jac&kaiying's super junior pictures. FUNNY WOR. I cannot differenciate their faces on different pictures. Damn funny leh, ahahha. Me and krystal and cindy keep guessing and guessing. Lol! Meh. Then later in classroom, laugh like mad. Reasons for laughing shall not be named :) Whoopee.

Then we go see the Chinese 'O Levels Oral thingy on the board. Woah. *Counts* Next next week! Ohmy. Suay for us la, sec3 still need take. LOL. Very less sec3s taking.. ONLYYYY the HMT sec3s taking, besides the whole sec4s. Wah sian. Stress. I scared i cannot read. LOL. Meh. I should practice talking more chinese you know. Ni men hao~ Hahaha. Random shit.

Went interchange QUITE late, saw weiling, we were all talking quite happily until i spied SHARON far off walking to interchg. then michelle was like "EH SHARON LEH!" Then i was like "SHIT. I WANNA HIDE". Kaoz. Then of course.. she is INSANE. Omgosh. I damn scared of her now leh ): Wanna hide man. Ah. SHE IS SCARY. Lol. On bus i super damn disturbed i tell you. Changed place with cindy in the end. But no avail. In the end I moved all the way to the seats in front of the bus. Lol. Both michelle and cindy got a taste of sharon's "harassing" after sharon couldn't reach me. LOL. Damnz, scary shit. Don't wanna go into details :P

Then went there slack awhile. Laugh like shit at michelle's sms from dk who. "Hope you never wake up :)" LAUGH LIKE F*** I TELL YOU. HAHAHAH. It's like cursing her to NOT wake up anymore! LOL! Then still got "I got no school" Hahahahaha. I didn't know someone own a school in the first place. Lol! Hahahaha. Cannot stand it. Lol. Then whatever whatever.

Me got alot homework. Whoo. Alot not done siol. Crap. BACK TO MY SEMI-MIA MODE LIAO. Me still got homework. End off.



"If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars"

LAST MINUTE CHIONGING MANIA.

Really quick post here. Whoo. Nothing much to say actually, hmph. Except that im doing last minute work now, heh. It sucks, i know. But yea bobian you know. Chiong like hell. LOL. It's a good thing chinese and the english project not tomorrow hand in, hahaha.

Oh. There is this orange sports car down at the carpark. Eh, damn sweeeeeee i tell you! Chio like mad. Muahaha. Maybe i should go down and steal it or something 8D i wonder who does it belong to. I'll go rob them. I steal the car key first. LOL. Random shit. Why am i so random?! Tsk. Born trait. Hahahahaha. Dammit. Nothing to say.

I have to go back to my chionging-mania. Sianz. Andandand, this will be the last active alot-posts-all-in-just-a-few-days. I'll be reaaaaally reaaally inactive liao. Maybe one post in a few days? Or one post in a week? Hahaha. Try la. See how. Workload sure gets harder, looking at the stupid timetable. Hmm. So yes, i'll be very unactive liaoz. MIA alot. Hahaha. Meh, back to the chionging-mania. Damn the chem. Ah. Especially when start off the day with that suckish coughchemistrycough. Gah. End off.





"If you think you're too small to have an impact, try going to bed with a mosquito in the room"

Oh nooooo. Homeworkssssss.

Sick of everything, LOL. So boring can. What kinda life is thisssssss. Eew. Plurk is boring today, no one play. All must've been doing last minute work. Wah, so boring. Then msn. Okay, this strange friend of my cousin. Idk why she add me. She really damn strange! She talks strangely, over strange matter, and thinks im strange when she's the strange one o.o She keep going on and on and on. Then i was like "..." at her for every sentence. She was like "wa, y u so emotic?" at me. Okay, no comments. God knows what's 'emotic'. Idk wth she talking. LOL.

Was talking to Darian on msn in the afternoon too. Haha, very funneh. I think it's the same la, over at your school and my school. Same case. It's always the past that's better. The present always deprove. Like of course. Hahahahaha. Anyway, he sent me alot of songs. Band songs. Lol, whoopee. All i never hear before one.

Spammed iTunes for the whole afternoon. Entertaining ma.. when no one online. Actually got people online la, of course. But yes. Im random, but not random to that extent to spam everyone. LOL. Im choosy. (LMAO). Anyway, I realised i've got only like, 300plus contacts. Lol, zzz! Nehmind. Oh well. My dad is nagging at me over homework, again.

Was reading my msn chat loggggs at night. HAHA. Very fun you know! Wah, good old memories :D Idk laa. I sian i always go rake up the past conversations. Mhmm. Cannot stand it. I like the passssssst. The passsssst memories rock. LOL.

Homework is a chore, reaaaaaally. I hate homework. to the core. Lawls. Especially that particular coughchemistrycough. Hmmz. I wonder why people enjoy chemistry o.O Strange eh? Random much. I shall go off to doooo those -insert adjective- homeworks. End off.
strange! me don't like!




"Nothing is so hard for those who abound in riches as to conceive how others can be in want."

my homework, kao.

Muahaha, shall try posting in paragraphs. Since ah, this blogskin really don't suits if i still post in sentences. Lol, abit messy eh. Hmmz. How about posting in no colour? O: Also cooooooool right. Ah, I feel so friggin random today. Spammed my iTunes just now, heh. Fun shitz i tell you. Linkin Park owns. Wah, New Divide really rocks. I feel like watching Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. But aiya, no time -.-

Forgot to say, Mr Tan And A Half left yesterday! Won't see him in zhonghua anymore. ): Byeeeee Mr Tan, 2e2'o8 will miss you. Hahahah. You will always be HALF. LOL. Inside joke of the dnt class last year. Haha. So sad la, why must he leave. Aiyo. All the e2 people's reaction were like "huh?! why!" at it. Lol! Funny man.

Anyway, Michael Jackson passed away this morning. o.o RIP to him. Although I didnt hear his songs much before la. But, yeah. Heard the forum people saying about it. Yeah. Everyone was like, shocked? He died of heart attack, or sth. Hmm. So, nothing say la. RIP lor. Yeah.

Spammed Plurk today. Lol. Entertaining. Hmm. Nothing much la. I needa chiong homework. Oh oh oh. Win liao. MY HOMEWORK. My chem is pawnage, hahaha. Two sets leh, sian. And chinese is like the worst. History also. And.. and.. BLAH. End off.
wah, i jealous. Epic (LOL).



"What's yours is yours. Don't think too much about it"

I will try to tolerate. I just need a solution now.

Im here because im pissed yesterday. LOL. Okay, kidding nia. Haha.
But might as well backtrack to the few-days-ago. Heh.
Monday and tuesday had the stupid science-special-programme crap.
Lol! Super boring! The instructor left us a bad impression on the first day, haha.
he came ONE HOUR plus late, saying he forgot. LOL. Damn lame. anyway.
michelle and cindy turned up on monday with a super big gift. LOL.
i totally LMAO-ed at it, hahaha! because it is my BIRTHDAY present. LOL.
two months later i still receive birthday presents leh, not bad right. hahahaha!
but anyway, thanks ah. it's totally funny. doraemon ftw. hahaha. Anyway tuesday.
Was 10min late for the S-ssp. No difference. The instructor.. aiya. Nehmind.
Haha. Then yesterday, was stupid. It pissed me off. For a moment.
That four-letter-word. Oh well. I guess it's commonnnnnnnn?
Neh, though i still don't really understand why, in my POV, haha. But, nvm.
The talk i had was great. Well, at least i know i shouldn't blame too much la.
It's like, i kinda understand. I used to be like that in the past. Not to that extent la, haha.
Okay, forget it O: Hahaha, no use thinking so muchzx. Thing to do: Find solution. Haha.
Oh well. I forgot what i wanted to say. I like the banana cake? I like the cranberry muffin?
Oh yes, i have been having ridiculous dreams for like one week straight alr. Tsk.
My mum thinks it's because i think and brood too much over stuff. LOL. I kinda agree.
Then i think my mind overwork, keep have senseless dreams. Lol, really. Makes no sense.
Nevermind. And wtheck, 3more days school reopen already! MY HOMEWORK LEH.
LOL. One month holidays.. and i always leave all homework to last two days. Geez.
I needa kill myself. Crap. Talked to helena, damn funny, lol! Hahahah.

Me "SUPER SUAY."
Her "WHAT IS SUAY"
Me "SUAY IS BAD LUCK IN HOKKIEN HAHA"
Her "OH IN CANTONESE IT'S SUI"
"BUT NOT BAD LUCK"
"MEAN BAD"
Me "LIKE U STEP BANANA SKIN, FALL DOWN, STEP WATERMELON SKIN AND FALL AGAIN = SUAY"
Her "HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHHAHA WTF SHIT LAH LOLL.
"EH WAIT"
"WATERMELON GOT SKIN MEH"
"LIKE VERY SLIPPERY MEH"
Me "YEAH THAT GREEN SIDE"
Her "GREEN SLIPPERY MEH"
Me "YEAH LA LOL. IF NOT HOW WATERMELON ROLL"
Her "HAIYA LOL WTH"

Laughed like shitz. Haha. Oh hell, i still got homework! O: OMG, DIE DIE. -PANIC-
Neh, i'll do a quiz first. Hahaha. Ripped it off some blog.
it really helped, although you might not know. thanks.

1. In case of a fire you: save yourself and if possible everyone, and grab the expensive stuff.
2. If you see a dead cat on the road you: stare at it, wondering why it die.
3. When you see an aeroplane coming to crash into your house you: ask yourself why you had such a stupid dream.
4. In a fight, you: win it verbally.
5. If you're bored you: find entertainment or talk to people. lol.
6. When you're in a relationship you: commit? oO
7. In a relationship the most important thing is: something.
8. If a person of the opposite sex told you they love you: think about it.
9. When you've lost the person you love, you: think, as usual.
10. In a jungle you: play with the animals.
11. If you're alone & you see a person of the opposite sex crying alone you: see who is it and wonder why.
12. When in the night and you see a full moon you: wonder if there're wolves about.
13. In life you: live it, no matter whether you like it or not.
14. If you could be an animal, you would be: a healthy one.
15. When it's raining you: stay out of it.
16. In this world, you: will find that nothing is perfect.
17. If you became a millionaire you: buy everything you've wanted.
18. When you love someone, you will always think of: the reason why?
19. In the toilet you: wonder why it is furnished this way. LOL.
20. If you found out the person you love doesn't even like you, you: think about it.
21. When you grow up you: grow out of the childish ways. (Wah, familiar. LOL)

actually i kinda like this quiz. it isn't the normal ones. hahaha.
you have to make sure it flows. haha! oh well. homework mania. end off.

[edit]
Instead of doing homework, i changed blogskin. Wtheck -.- Nehmind.
Shall do homework SOON. Gah. And i think i'll try another way of posting for next post.
Hahaha. 'Cos posting like that don't really fit for this skin. Hmmz.
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"Hope for peace is within each individual's heart, but only through learning to listen to your heart can the potential of this hope be realized."

Have a break, have a kitkat.

Happy Fathers' Day! Lol, abit lazy to blog. Hmm. But ah.
Hahaha. Today's a pretty cool day, i guess. Hahaha. It's sort of a two-in-one.
'Cos didnt celebrate dad's birthday that time, now is like a mixture of both.
LOL. Cool shit. Sushi for lunch, and alot great-until-undescribable food for dinner :B
Ownage :) Durian, cold dessert etc for side meal. LOL. Owns. Food galore today!
Muahaha. How about backtracking. Backtrack to band for friday. SHAGGED LIKE SHIT.
I CANT STAND IT LEH. Especially drills + PT -.- Wahlao, we robots isit?
Okay drills i dont care la. What was the extra 4rounds for? Seriously.
It's like some final touch on our graves or something? I lazy rant. Look at others' blogs.
You wont be surprised how tired out everyone is. I wont rant, really.
Although i've got alot to comment. Just three words okay.. Dont act big. :) Hahaha.
Sectionals was satisfying. At least, we have decent duration for it. Hahaha.
Lazy comment la. Aww crap. Saturday was another normal day. Today is eating-day :)
Hahaha. Then was spamming youtube videos with michelle and cindy on saturday.
Wah, twilight again. Haha. And i like movies spoofs. Funny like shit esp the dark knight one.
Lol! "Why so serious?" "That tie. I like" Lmao! Spoofs are funny! Hahaha.
And michelle is crazy over Peter Facinelli/Carlisle. Idk la. No comments. Lol.
I nearly forget the second name again. I wanted to say "nelly". Hahaha. She's strange la.
Kellan Lutz/Emmett or Taylor Lautner/Jacob are all better neh. I like Jasper's green eyes.
Emmett is cool in the movie, hahaha. "She thinks we cheat". That accent is woah.
Jacob not really la. Anyway i dont like Jacob Black in the book. He damn ass -.-
Idk la. Im not going to go twilight-crazy. Nahhhh. I PREFER SPOOOOOOOOOOOFS.
LOL. "He wants my candy bar!" Wahlao, laugh like shit. -.- Haiyo. Anyway. Dammit.
I tell you ah, im feeling super drained and no mood nowadays. Please, save me.
Save all the troubles and problems please. Im like going to die soon. Dont push me further.
I dont like the sentence "I got a lot of problems" too, but it seemed inevitable.
It keep poping up into my mind and makes me wanna shout it to the troublemakers.
FS. Try to understand situations, will you? Gah. Maybe things arent that worse. YET.
But i say first. Dont push me to the i-cant-be-bothered-liao-lah range, i tell you.
If not i really will not bother. No, nothing will make me turn back on my words if that happen.
Hmm. I need a break. Anyway, had lotsa homeworks not done. Lol.
Stupid trigo. Stupid chem. Stupid chinese. Stupid engproj. Stupid history.
So much more to do. oh well. i want that two weeks holidays extension, oh yes.
I need it badly. haha. PLEASE LEH. EXTEND. Lol. Im going back school again tmr.
Kao. Life is a piece of total shit. Wahlao. Damn tired. end off.




"Not respecting yourself, is the same as committing suicide at a slow rate"
this is for you, LOSERS.

¡ʞɔoɹ spɹoʍ uʍop-ǝpısdn

Im getting very lazy nowadays. Ah. But yes. Im rather busy too. RATHER.
Haha. Lazy go into details of what happened over the past few days neh.
Except that ¡ʞɔoɹ spɹoʍ uʍop-ǝpısdn hahahahaha. And some stupid people dk what i saying.
LOL. Loser. Hahaha. Watever :) Aiya, i feel very sian la. -.- Boring like hell.
I hate homeworks. Kaoz. I worrying now! LOL. One more week and i havent even start.
Okay, panic meter going up. Haha. Im left with one truckload. LOL. Sianz.
My emath is almost done, oh yes, left the few damned qns which idk how to do.
Trigo is mindboogling. Gah. Then chinese is uhm.. not even started. Aiyooooooo.
I needa chiong. History, amath, english.. SO ON. LOL. DIE. Hahahahaha.
Oh yes, and i do think that me and huimin's msn pm rocks. LOL. True, but funny.
Hahaha. Damn. Im having a serious headache now ): Kaoz, PAIN LEH.
No, not troubles that kind of headache. But real headache -.- Hmm, damn tired.
For these past few days it's just band, amath lesson, band. Lol. Tomorrow band again.
Felt super sian ji pua man. Cant stand it. I'll blog maybe.. few days later :O LOL.
One, lazy. Two, still got those !#$%&* homeworks. Three, i tired. end off.



"If you all want, then go ahead lor. Im speechless anyway. Nothing to say. It's you all in the end, not me."

FOB is better than BOF! :P

Michelle is crazy. LOL. Hahaha. She going hyperventilate :D
Hahaha. SHE BETTER CREDITS ME MAN. LOL. HAHAHAHAH.
'Cos I helped HER found out her wugui's -censored--censored--censored-. LOL
Super funny. Brains, my dear, brains. I rock :D -bhb in process- LOL.
Anw. Gah. My printer spoil! Ah. Everything going back like last time liao.
It comes out in PINK. Zomfg. It looks damn ugly. Seriously la.
Things that are supposed to be black turns pink, imagine that. Oh gosh.
PINK hair. PINK night skies and so on. Omg. GAY DIE. LOL.
I spent dk how long messing around with the printer. Apparently it's still in same condition.
Not i loser k. It's just something to do with that strap inside the printer.
Unless i dismantle the printer, the printer die also come out in pink ink.
Sian. I shall rely on kind souls to help me print all the crap. Lol.
And i now then know need do english book review. I didn't hear d-raj saying leh.
Zzz. Howhowhowwww. I have a pile of homeworks! Sian. Forget it man.
I have to finish homeworks by next week. And i haven't even start on it. LOL.
Shall chiong english book review and etc simple crap tomorrow. Wahlao.
I dont understand trigo la wth. What shit is it! The textbook so messy ):
I didnt even bother going acelearn. All those dead videos sure even more messy.
Someone explain trigo lehhhh. Tsk. Now's like, what, 1103pm. Lol.
Very less people online neh. Damn bored. Gah. I suddenly feel like eating ice cream.
LOL. Damn random. Hahaha. Hmm. I cant believe people are still going crazy over BOF.
Tsk. Fall Out Boys/FOB rocks more than BOF can. Hahahahaha. Randommm.
Okay. Sian. I bored until go crazy. Lol. end off.



"I've no direction in my life and i've never been happier."

谢谢？ o.O

Haha, im tired. Reeeeeally tired. Don't i say it almost everyday?
Oh well, still, tired. I go back school like almost everyday leh, sian.
Im like having my own intensive programme. Hahaha. But well.
Band. Morning had theory, which was rather boring. Then yadayada.
Lunch. Im not gonna buy mango iceblended again man. It taste damn strange.
I drink, i was like "eew". But it tasted quite okay after the ice melted.
So yeah, buy mango iceblended must wait it melt first. LOL.
Then had a.. talk. O: Seven words. "Speechless" and "Big thank you for all that" (:
Haha. Then full band etc lor. Okay la. Haha. Reach home around like 7plus.
'Cos waited for the rain to stop. Lol. Idiotic. My shoes and bag are wet -.-
And michelle fong, they're not cheap okay. LOL. My poor bag la. Aiyo.
Online-ed. Talk abit about the english project. Aiya, as well i bring my encyclopedia.
We can hand in the encyclopedia to d-raj. Lmao. Blahblah. I wanna do polar bears.
Anyway, tired die. It's like, 1126pm now. Lol. Still need wake up early tomorrow!
Gah. Shall slack around then go sleep. Hahaha. end off.
Hahaha. You rock! Lesson number one learnt. LOL.



"Every problem has a gift for you in its hands"-Richard Bach

Tired, tired, tired.

Happy 15th birthday to Cecilia!. Lol. Yeahhhhh.
Days are boringgggggggg, you know. I do the same thing like almost everyday.
Oh, and something random, my dad was locked out yesterday. LOL.
Mum go buy stuff, sister out. Then my dad go down, then i go bath.
I forgot he no keys. HAHA. Damn funny. he stood outside for dk how long. but anw.
My sister like that facebook RC so much i also dk why. Lol. She keep want comments.
"Eh help me reno leh!" "Eh i need buy new toilet leh" "Not enough waiter!"
I just totally hackcare her. hahaha. i love my iTunes. yay. but anyway.
today, band. was really -hsdkbsdkjsahdiusvfds- no comments. I GUESS.
LOL. forget it, haha. sectionals huimin came. funny shit. threats are empty, you know.
we used like dk how many threats -.- nvm. haha. drills was abit.. LOL.
then fullband. ended everything around six plus. super tired. -.- but blahblah.
lol. whatever. idk wth i talking these days. im crazy. lol. tired, i too used to sleeping late now.
went to sleep around 11 yesterday. i lay there. stone. look at the time, 1am. LOL.
sian sia. -.- anyway today is really tired lol. shall sleep early today, heh.
tired like dunno what. and i used the word 'tired' alot in this post. hahaha. go count.
anyway still need go back school tomorrow. gah. tired man. (LOL). hahaha. end off.



"Life itself is the proper binge."

Whatever la.

Happy 15th birthday to Tan Hui En! (:
yeahyeah, old liao, ASS. Lol. BAHsquare all the way ahhhh! hahaha.
damn funny. sms-ed her exactly 12am. not bad eh. 'cos couldnt sleep.
then she replied, then i was like "woah havent sleep?". she replied "sleeping".
LOL. haha! okay la, im crazy. -.- i damn sian la. gah. anyway ah.
im being like so guai x100346874515456451 la. guess whattttttttt.
I FINISH MY CHINESE STORY BOOK LEH. WHOOOOOOHOOOO.
that one for duhougan de. muahahaha. i ownnnnnnn :D okay, sian.
i actually finished that dk-how-many-cm-thick CHINESE book leh.
it's like so damn boring la. BUT i forced myself to finish. lol -.- zzz.
not bad right. haha. anyway sian la. -.- shall do a quiz. i ripped it as usual.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: Eh?
B - BIRTHDAY: 200494.
C - CRUSHING ON: what? lol.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Plain water. lol.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Dont you wish to know? HAHA. NOT YOU.
F - FAVORITE SONG: No particular favourite. currently Dear God by A7x.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Makes no difference. lol. still gummy.
H - HOMETOWN: Neh, that hot red dot.
I - IN LOVE WITH: My iTunes.
J - JUGGLE: I wish.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: You.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Up a mountain in China. -.- Gosh.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Honeydew/Champagne grape.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: One annoying sister.
O - ONE WISH: Life to be better.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My dad.
R - REASON TO SMILE: Funny things own.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Never had a dream come true by dk who.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 11am :O
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: LOL.
V - VEGETABLE(S): Anything but cabbage.
W - WORST HABIT: Procrastination.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: None?
Y – YOYOS ARE: Something with a long string?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Half taurus, half aries.

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: P r l y n T h J H. LOL
What color do you wear most: Random. Anything but pink.
Least favorite color: PINK.
What are you listening to: Nothing. The night is quiet.
Are you happy with your life right now: Guess not.
What is your favorite class in school: Recess. LOL.
When do you start back at school/college: Next month.
Are you outgoing: Idk? Maybe, maybe not. But i talk too much.
Favorite pair of shoes: None. Barefooted is the best.
Where do you wish you were right now: Bedroom. lol.

THE CANS:
Can you dance: Nah.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I dont eat cherries.
Can you whistle: Sadly, i guess not.
Write with both hands: Yeah. The left one sucks though.
Walk with your toes curled: Why not?

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets: Yeah. I see aliens.
Do you believe in miracles: Show me one and i'll conclude.
Do you believe in magic: Show me some and i'll conclude.
Love at first sight: Maybe not.
Do you believe in Satan: Er. Lol.
Do you believe in Santa: He's not real. Lol.
Do you know how to swim: No. LOL.
Do you like roller coasters: I dont mind. The higher the better. Hahaha.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: I dont watch. Lol.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane: Who hasn't?
Have you ever asked someone out: "Oi you, come out now"
Have you ever been asked out by someone: "Get your ass out now"
Have you ever been to the ocean: Awesome shit.
Have you ever painted your nails: When i was 7, my aunt. LOL.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside: Above 30 i think. SO HOT.
What radio station do you listen to: I don't listen.
What was the last restaurant you ate at: Swenson.
What was the last thing you bought: Food.
What was the last thing on TV you watched: Some people talking.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd: Helena. That horny ass. LOL.
Who was the last person you took a picture of: Cant remember.
Who was the last person you said I love you to: Idk. Did i?

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out: I guess not.
Ever cried yourself to sleep: Cant remember.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: No.
Ever cried over the opposite sex: Guess not.
Do you cry when you get an injury: Dont think so.
Do certain songs make you cry: Hmm? I dont think so.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person: Most of the time.
What can make you happy: Nothing that requires being pissed off.
Do you wish you were happier: Yes.
Can music make you happy: Yeah.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken: None
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them: No.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color: Black.
Current piercings: 0
Have any tattoos: No.
Eye color: Black.

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Whatever la.
Short or long hair: Short.
Height: Taller.
Best clothing: Whatever la.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: No.
Mooned someone: What's that?
Laughed so hard you cried: Lol yeah.
Cried in school: No.
Thrown up in a store: No.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: No.
Gone skinny dipping: No.

damn sian. zzz. end off.

"I am about to give up, but I know that I cannot give up, and I keep telling myself not to give up."

You weren't there when i need you.

Let's just say, life isn't really going the way i want them to.
I'm tired, really.

wed, june 3
had band? it was quite okay i think. i forgot.

thurs, june 4
went back school in the morning. -.- for amath 1on1. lol. sian.
i had a hard time finding the teacher. it's like, nowhere in sight?!
turned out the lesson started 30min later than it was supposed to.
nevermind. and sad to say im not working upsidedown so yeah.
and i find that talking to kelvinho is really a chore. -.- he's -undescribable- la.
he started arguing with me about the Anegls&Demons's plot for dk what reason.
also not i write the book one right? lol. then he start quarrelling&arguing with me.
say what, the movie too good to be true. then what why the parachute open.
okay. im seriously going to get a headache if that continues.

fri, june 5
Ich fühlen dermaßen entwässert.
band. had 45min sectionals. the two ah.. really no words describe. sigh.
why do people always get the idea im joking when im being serious? -.- seriously.
i fear one day i'll just flare up at alphonsus&yonghan. call them sustain.
they make stupid noises. ok nevermind. i tell them stop it they make even louder.
zzz, sian. i got high tolerance man. i managed to refrain from getting pekchek.
then later had like 2hours of drills. 50pumpings in the morning-going-afternoon sun.
lol. the CO people upstairs were all looking at us. i bet they think we're crazy. hah.
then had drills with the NCC people. learnt new stuff. and i got damn messed up.
before lunch. 7pumping again. then band. during junior band yeenah went home.
get well soon. then later throughout after that. im left alone with alphonsus&yonghan.
-.- pretty tiring. they damn random la. awhile talk about maple, awhile about others.
full band. even more tiring. haha. one person only, sianz. they two sit there and suan me.
or just sleep. lol, super lame la! gah. but ohoh, dickson came back. hahaha.
he started playing around with the euphos. then he sat and talked to me&yonghan.
alphonsus came in, got so excited, and jumped on dickson. LOL. damn funny.
make until his specs drop. hahaha. then he went "OI" super loudly. me&yonghan laughin.
then alphonsus keep going "sorry HUANG di" dunno how many times.
he meant that dickson's the emperor la. but i purposely hear wrong. HUANG di.
especially when dickson's wearing yellow. HUANG. lol. okay, random. but anyway.
overall was quite tiring. rather drained. hmm.

sat, june6
nothing much la. im just feeling very tired nowadays. dont really know how to say why.
was looking at some archives. memories really come back. nehmind. it's not the point.
the point now is that i think my mind has gone haywire, lol. i go crazy one day ah.


YOU. hey, things are hard for you, it's the same case for me alright? im not blaming anything, but try to understand, will you? it's not as if im like so damn carefree with nothing to worry about k. im too good at acting out on the surface? maybe. i dont show out my problems that doesn't mean im without troubles. people dont go around announcing their problems one right. we're drifting apart? maybe we are. i've already been very patient. touch your conscience and ask yourself. have you really done that? look, im not trying to pick faults, you always get the wrong ideas. all i ask, is: please, try to understand situations.

YOU ALL. i dont know what exactly to say to you all. now i know how hard isit to handle all these, hmm, small problems that is hard to complain to anyone about. hah. seriously. i've no one to go to, no one to confide to. what to do with all these light treatment on serious matters? what to say when they just totally disregard you? how to face when everything is just going the wrong way? it seemed stupid to be whining about things when everything had just started huh, but if things are really gonna get worser, i'm really afraid i'll snap one day.

YOU. what happened to you? you better don't become all strange and quiet, my only means of person to complain all kind of shit to. i feel alright in confiding to u, surprisingly O: although you might not get it sometimes or you dont even know that's what i've been trying to get it off my mind but hadnt been able to since i cant find anyone to say to. i really feel better after saying things out. if u become strange, and that's it, everything die. seriously, i want to talk! lol. too bad. now i can only hope that things hadn't change.

nehz. i think no difference was made. my mind is still as crazy as ever, lol.
randomly going through youtube now. Leave out all the rest by Linkin Park is nice.
hahahaha, random shit. it's like, hmm, 1201am now. i blogged really slowly. lol.
ich bin müde, but i dont think i can sleep. zz. end off.



"And i asked myself, why are people making things hard for me. Was it because i brought everything to myself and that i was making things hard for myself in the beginning, or because they just don't understand? I've got an idea it's the latter."

PISSED.

I think i look like Rudolph the reindeer during the afternoon. damn sian leh.
keep sneezing. i finished half a box of tissues i think -.- im wasting resources.
oh yeah. BOF sucks. LOL. why am i surrounded by BOF fans manz. zzzzzzzz.
it's damn irritating! even my sister start saying about it. the show sucks can anot!
stop saying whatever kim-smth- guy hot or whatever man. i slap u ah. tsk.
BOF really really sucks. even The Coffin(that horrible movie) is better than BOF.
Tsk. it sucks, end of story. *Prepare myself for the fangirls ambush*
hahaha. but anyway. managed to keep to my timetable. haha, can say so la!
can feel a sense of accomplishment. hahahahaha. hello! i usually dont commit one k!
i want to do what i just do and sometimes i just feel like lazing around hor.
and now i even managed to keep to the timetable. i surprise even myself man.
heh. although i cheat like around 5-10minutes la. LOL. hahahaha.
angels&demons is too good a book to put it down! haha! im halfway through :B
it's nice to read can. damn chim ah.. alot of the words i stare blankly at it.
and i first time open the 3b math textbook. stared at trigo for few hours. tried doing.
dont get a shit. -.- wahkao. sin here sin there, cos here cos there, tan here tan there.
wahlao eh. ok la. the basics abit can la. but when the degree gone then i blanked out.
die die die. LOL. can some pro please tell me how do i even find the basics? LOLLLL.
i lazy go see the acelearning man. i selflearn dont even get a crap, the videos sure no use.
i feel damn sianout-ed whenever it comes to maths&sciences. lol. gah.
i hate commitment -.- but looks like i got no choice. but anyway.

YOU. "i will not bring" huh? if that's your idea of a JOKE, it's not funny. im really beginning to wonder if im really too relaxed on u guys. wahlao eh. u really pissed me off for a moment. how can u even joke about this kind of stuff man. i doubt u'll tell me what u meant if i didnt threaten to punish. zzz.

YOU. idk what's wrong with you ah. but how old are you? how old am i? okay la, maybe im making a big fuss out of nothing. but can you dont act big? idk why you're acting like a -abc- when you're just a -def- la. seriously. u WILL be a -abc- sooner or later la, so impatient for what. and you ARE a -def- in terms of age&everything, so stop trying to behave like a -ghi-. show me respect when u want respect in return. dont expect any respect if you dont respect me in the first place. after all. you. are. still. a. -def-. whatever the case is.

YOU. shut up la. you want to -jkl- you go -jkl- la. you go and try to influence all the -def- for what. HOPELESS ASS. all the excuses and reasons are lame la. just shut up. u want to die u die la. u make ppl die with u. wtf.

*-abc- , -def- , -ghi- , -jkl- are all different matters. but they're the same thing in all paragraphs.*

what with all these assholes pissing me off, im going crazy. end off.



"The bend in the road is not the end of the road unless you refuse to take the turn"

BUSYNESS owns.

It's blue moon now. Here for a quick update. Hah.
I might not update again so often. IM A BUSY PERSON YOU KNOW.
HAHA. Maybe once a week :P

wed may27
band? etc etc? i forgot liaoz.

thurs may28
i forgot what happened.

fri may29
last day of school. boring shitz. haha. morning had photo taking. lol.
chiong change like mad. that longsleeve shirt kills, so hot. hahaha.
me cindy mich zhenling regretted wearing the longsleeve for photo taking.
we're like the only ones who wore. LOL. hot like hell can. zzz. then phototaking.
no difference la. still third row. and same place as last 2 years i think. lol!
damn ass. -.- nothing much? I THINK. then THEY got back report books.
i got mine long ago. but anyway. back to topic. then had band. haha.
was still okay. drills was really boring. -.- oh. dan131 ch3w was being hell funny!
HAHA. he talked in us in this supposedly-serious tone. but it isnt la please.
i had problems controlling my laughter. he so hilarious, hahaha. what mickey mouse!
wth! i just totally laughoutloud-ed. gosh. we have a clown. ahhahaa. anyway.
nearly died going home. carry the uniform plus that big and thick bio file.

sat may30
Happy birthday to dad!
was alright. instruments cleaning day! hahahaha. was alright la. heh.
the valves were all tight until cannot open la. big thanks to weile man.
all my valves need the plier. hahaha. then the tuba section helped us flush the instruments.
then we left the instruments along the corridor under the sun to dry. wah.
damn sweeeee leh the photos. it's in michelle's phone. i going get it from her.
took some photos of the euphos+tubas. shiny much! hahahahaha.
then mr s3ah keep comment on the way i take photos. he keep calling me use diff angles.
LOL. i tried. really leh. damn pretty the photos. haha. mr s3ah's the power!
then did the usual maintaining crap. mr metal still stinks. tsk.

sun may31
i forgot what i did?

mon june1
Good luck to the sec4s taking O levels chinese paper today.
Anyway already wished them luck yesterday :) Hah. anywayyyyyyyyy ah.
went school to make IC today. was a waste of time at first. so crowded.
everyone just CHIONG into seminar room. then me jiayi krystal go in stand.
that lady chase us out. LOL. damn funny. then we go in again she chase again.
nvm. lazy elaborate. i feel sick. crap. what's up with this flu and cough. -.- end off.

if you want respect in return, show me respect, will you? stop bossing me around. im not your maid. im older than you, in fact. get a life.


"Life's unfairness is not irrevocable; we can help balance the scales for others, if not always for ourselves."