忍度是有限的.

I've really, really got nothing to say. -.-
Just that: My patience has its limit. You watch out man.
Don't try to test it. Im seriously very drained of mood, energy, and everything.
But if you still want to continue with all that UNDERHAND MEANS right.
Don't blame me for flaring up at you. The next time wont just be flaring up.
You'll get more unbearable words. Patient is patient, but you've gone too far.
Mind your own business and keep your nose out of my stuff.
ESPECIALLY when you poked your nose in to make things worse.
You're not even helping in letting things be better.
Don't believe you try me. end off.



"No man can think clearly when his fist are clenched"

One piece of mango!

Life is always the same, as boring. -.- Don't really feel like saying everything leh.
Aiyo. Emath. Oh oh! not whole class momo teach liao! Super surprising.
After english, i was like, walk in, and saw 3dward w0n9 inside the class.
Then i walk out and walk in again. Apparently correct class. hahaha.
Momo went for pre-holiday. LOL. Then emath&amath will be banded. Sian -.-
Anw nothing much. Left shanny her damn-belated bday present. HAHA.
Then went central. effing funny i tell you! we went to buy bubbletea.
there's this indian guy. he damn.. NO COMMENTS. LOL. i say the whole process.

-me cindy mich queue behind him-
-guy's phone ring, he answered, and moved off, calling us move up-
-we move up, and wanted to order-
-guy come back again, and cut in front-
guy: can i go first? can i? i was here just now then..
cindy: -stare and nod-
guy: -talk on phone: yeah yeah. mango right? yeah. okay.- -hang-
guy: Ah.. Mango ice blended. One mango one piece one two piece.
me: -started sniggering at the strange statement-
bbt aunty1: huh? what one piece? so two mango iceblended?
guy: no. one mango, one piece, one mango, two piece. one no pill one got pill. i mean, pearls.
mich: -turned away and started laughing-
bbt aunty1: -blur- erm? so two mango?
guy: -irritated, and turn to cindy- girl ah. can u tell that aunty, one mango..
bbt aunty2: -cut in- how many iceblended? 2 right? so 1 with pearls 1 no pearls?
guy: yes yes. no no no. yeah.
me: -laugh until want to cry already-
bbt aunty1: so 2mango iceblended la. -start to take-
guy: NONO. one one piece/peach one two piece/peach!
bbt aunty2: one mango one peach?
me: he mean one mango iceblended with pearl one mango iceblended without pearls.
guy: yes yes yes.
bbt aunty1: -blur- okay.
guy: aiyo, confusion ah (like blaming us like that) -take, walk off-
bbt aunty2: -to us- he dk saying what. mango iceblended ok liao, still say what piece.
me: i think he thought is one cup one mango. then he want one cup with one piece of mango one cup with two pieces of mango. -start laughing-
mich: he as well just take the mango and eat.
all: -laugh-

LOL. i think that indian guy is never buy bubbletea before. LOL. pearls become pills.
then the drink must have one whole mango inside. LOL. Damn funny la. Hahahaha.
he's the joke of the day! :P oh well. i feel super dead, anyway ): end off.



"What is right is often forgotten by what is convenient."

Lack of motivation.

Im like so bored now. Gah. Is duan wu jie coming or something?
My mum is like playing around with dumplings. i mean, wrapping.
Not bad. But looking at the amount she's going to pray with right. 80plus i think.
I think soon i'll get tired of eating it. I think she giving people. Heng. LOL.
And read The Notebook just now. The book not bad, nice story.
but i dont get what the author is saying. oh. American Idol crap.
Kris Allen win Adam Lambert. And everyone's making a big fuss about it.
Win then win la, no need to make a mountain out of a molehill about it right?
although i agree that adam's better in singing. lol. random. anyway ah.
I think i lack motivation. ALOT. Someone motivate me leh. And wah sian.
I still got the what, chinese compo for the what chinese compo superstar competition.
SO LAME. only for higher mother tongue people. NOT FAIR AHHHH.
Idk how to start! Dammit. Give me ideas leh. 800words leh. not 80words.
HOW TO WRITE MAN. gah. i really need to do. sian. shall do two quizzes before starting on it.
i feel slacking man. hahahaha.

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs -

Perfect -Simple plan
Empty - The Click Five
All the small things - Blink182
Reason - Nami Tamaki
Lost - Avenged Sevenfold
Yesterday feelings - The Used
New Divide - Linkin Park

STEP TWO:
Name: Pearlyn.
Birth date: 200494
Nickname: Non-applicable. (:
Eye Color: Black la. If not what?
Hair Color: Black -.-
Zodiac Sign: Eh, dog. LOL.

STEP THREE:
The shoes you wore today: Im barefooted. hahaha.
Your weaknesses: Idk where my motivation go.
Your fear(s): My poor motivation.
Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian ftw (:

STEP FOUR:
Your best physical feature: Huh. -.-
Your bedtime: I dont sleep. Lol! Eh, 10-11pm i think.

STEP FIVE:
Pepsi or Coke: Doesn't make a difference, really.
McDonald’s or Burger King: Neither.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither, too.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both maybe.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither.

STEP SIX:
Do you...
Smoke: Nah. Uncool shit.
Sing: Nah. -.-
Dance: No.
Take a shower everyday: Obviously. You mean you dont?
Have a crush: I crush you up first. LOL.
Think you’ve been in love: Huh. Lmao.
Want to go to college: Dunno.
Like(d) sec school: My opinion differs from time to time.
Want to get married: I dont think of the future.
Get motion sickness: (shit)sickness. LOL. Yea sometimes.
Think you’re a health freak: Maybe not.
Get along with your parents: Most of the time.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
Gone to the mall: Yeah.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No. Crazy.
Eaten Sushi: Nah.
Been on stage: What kind of stage? Yeah, i guess.
Gone skating: Nope.
Made homemade cookies: Nah.
Gone Skinny dipping: What is it? oO
Stolen anything: I think so. I stole this quiz.

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Hahaha, nah. That's for losers.
If so, was it mixed company: I already say no right? Read the above.
Flashed anyone: HAHAHA. Nah.
Been beaten up: Nah.
Shoplifted: Nope. Im so *cough* guai la. Aiyo.

STEP NINE:
Age you hope to be married: I said just now, i dont think of future.
Numbers of Children: I already said i dont know right!?
Describe your Dream Wedding: You damn guai lan leh.
What country would you most like to visit: Some cold angmoh country (:

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
Best eye color: It doesnt make a difference.
Best hair color: It matter meh?
Short hair or long hair: ?! LOL.
Height: Taller la. These section of questions is weird man.

STEP ELEVEN:
Number of people I could trust: people that you would never expect me to trust (:
Number of CDs that I own: None. LOL. I hate CDs. iTunes and mp4 ftw.
Number of tattoos: None! I so guai!
Number of piercings: None. :D

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? Band people. LOL.
What woke you up this morning? Dad's voice calling mum to wake me up.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? You'll never know.
Do you like anybody? Anyone but you.

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? Nah.
Passed out because of alcohol? Nah.
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? Finding ideas for that chinese compo -.-
What kind of home would you like? Im fine with anything (:
What do you want to be when you grow up? Idk :/
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? World end? LOL.
Do you like candy necklaces? How can you wear candy?!
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? I forgot o.o
Do you listen to music every day? Yeah.
Do you still go trick or treating? No?! You mean you do?
What was the last thing you ate? Dumpling. HAHAHAHA.
Are you a fast typer? Sure. Faster than you.
Whats your favorite type of soda? Sodapop. LOL. Kidding.
Have you ever moved? Move where? LOL. Yeah. Once.
Have you ever won an award? Yeah. Lol.
Are you listening to music right now? Pathetic, Ordinary - Alesana. Screamo man O:
How long ’till your birthday? Over alr. 35days ago. LOL :D
When were you the saddest in your whole life? DON'T WANT TELL YOU LEH.
What time is it? 4:36pm.
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? Nah.
Who makes you mad? Irritating people who dont try talking sense.
Have you ever heard a song written about you? In what sense? Character?
Something you want to happen in 2009? Not exactly.

HONESTY SECTION
Honestly, what color is your underwear? LOL. you running out of questions isit.
Honestly, whats on your mind? I SAID BEFORE RIGHT. findin ideas for chi compo!
Honestly, what are you doing right now? Typing and crapping in msn.
Honestly, have you done something bad today? Yeah, like calling people ass-es.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Dad.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Maybe, maybe not. Hahaha.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? I already said just now.
Honestly, do you bite your nails? Nope.
Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? Nope.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Eh?
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? What thing? -GASP- LOL.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? I wont call them a 'friend' if i dont like them, i'll call them ENEMY, so, no :)
Honestly, are you in denial? i guess not. I DONT LIVE IN SELFDENIAL LOL.
Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Of course not la -.-

ANGER SECTION
What do you do when you’re mad? Sadly, I swear.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? Nothing. I only shout back.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? I.. dont think so? o.o
Do you swear when you’re mad? Didnt i said it? lol. yeah.

CRYING SECTION
When was the last time you actually cried? I forgot. lol.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? It wont work. Lol.
Do certain songs make you cry? It only makes me think even more. Cry, no.
What usually makes you cry? Idk?

HAPPY SECTION
Are you usually a happy person? You can say so. Maybe. Lol.
What makes you the happiest? Funny things = Laugh = Happy. -.-
Do you believe in yourself? I dont think so? Idk.
When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? For?
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1. You wake up and there's spiders all over your wall and on your bed. What do you do?
Stare in amusement and figure out where the spiders come from.

2. After you handled your.. spider problem, you go to take a shower. You turn on the water and.. mud comes out. What now?
I havent handle the spider problem! Nvm. Dry myself and go the other toilet la. Not as if there's only one toilet in the whole house right.

3. Now you want to eat breakfast. You open the cabinet and there's nothing in it! What do you do for breakfast?
There's something call take-money-and-buy-breakfast right. NOOB.

4. After that, you decide to go for a walk. You trip over a cup, and a genie pops out and says she'll grant you one wish. What do you wish for? (No, you can't wish for more wishes!)
Cannot wish for more wishes? I shall use the wish to wish for ''ALL wishes to come true". LOL.

5. After you made your wish, you find a $30 bill on the ground! But wait... there's no such thing! What do you do with it?
Since you already said there's no such thing, how can i find it on the ground? -.- USE YOUR LOGIC. LOL.

6. While walking on, your favorite celebrity is walking toward you! Who is this celebrity and what do you say?
Nothing. I dont have a favorite celebrity.

7. The celebrity gives you two concert tickets to your favorite band's concert because they can't go. What band is it and who will you bring?
Any nice english bands and anyone interested.

8. That celebrity also lets you pick a song you wrote for your favorite band to play. What song do they play?
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold.

9. After your walk, you go home and check your mail. What's this? You win a $10,000 shopping spree at your favorite store? What store is it and what do you buy?
No favorite store. But i hope it's popular/eightpercent/crumplershop. I'll buy everything in there. :D

10. After that, you invite a friend over and you order pizza. The pizza is glowing green, but you eat it anyway. After you eat it, you have superpowers! What powers do you have?
The ability to read people's minds.

11. What do you do with your superpowers?
Read people mind la.

12. Now that you have superpowers and just about everything you ever wanted, you get to re-open a favorite store of your's that closed. Which store do you re-open?
Free money shop. :)

13. Now you're on the computer and see you can get your own domain name for $30! (oh, the $30 bill!) What's your domain name?
NO $30BILL EXIST LA. LOL. LOSER.

15. Okay, now that you have your domain name, what do you put on your website?
You give me the bill first.

16. After you finished your website for the day, you decide you need some sleep since you had a long day. You go to your room only to discover the spiders are back. What do you do?
There's something call sleep-in-the-spare-room.

17. You don't even want to sleep in your room anymore, so you sleep on the couch. In the middle of the night you`re woken up by a bang on your roof. You go outside to check it out and.. what the hell, it's Billie Joe Armstrong!
Who is this Bee-lee Joe Armstrong?

18. After you're done talking or doing whatever to Billie Joe, Tre and his magical drumsticks fall from the sky. Tre says he'll grant you one wish with his magical drumsticks. What do you wish for this time? (Still, no wishing for more wishes)
Life to be perfect.

19. Now you're really tired, but you're hungry, too. So you decide to get a midnight snack. You open your refridgerator and find a lifetime supply of candy! Yay! What do you do?
Ask if it could be exchanged for something else.

20. After eating that candy, you're too wired to sleep. You want to tell your friends about the coolness that happened! Who do you tell?
Nobody. :)

I feel so lame now. HAHA. Now. I need ideas for chinese compo. sian. end off.


"Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance"

Bored to shit.

I don't really feel like posting o.O Nevermind. lol.

thursday, may 21
Happy 15th birthday to TEO KE FEI! (: That stupid screwhead.
Still dare to say im more screwhead when i wish her happy bday. LOL.
idiot. hahahaha. anyway school as usual. the rest of the crap is normal la.
got back more papers (-.-) Sigh. after recess had the sec3 camp briefing. darn boring.
me jiayi krystal were fooling around. we keep laughing at everything the person say.
LOl. and he looks like a walking jungle. HAHA. super funny man. then he said smth bad.
jiayi was like "touch wood la! he anyhow say!" then krystal was like "he touch himself."
cos he looks like a walking jungle mah, all green. then trees are wood mah. lol, super lame.
i got a feeling sec3 camp gonna suck. non-resident, held in sch, so on. boring -.-
then some bit of lessons. bored. Ms suba keep dao-ing me la! LOL.
I was like, "Ms suba i cannot see the words, very small!"
Then zhenling and xinhui were like "yea lor, so small how to see!".
She was like saying to me "Cannot see you can move in front" and walk off.
Lol. damn idiot. hah. random much. i forgot happen. -.- oh yea. band. lol. blahblah lor.

friday, may 22
morning. met krystal near school then we walk over to nyjc. LOL. boring.
walk walk, saw momo. hahaha, he walking there too. he walk damn fast leh. lol!
blahblah. reach there. at the start already damn sian. hot like hell. squeeze like shit.
LOL. bernard damn irritating. he go make the whole row of us move -.-
just because he want sit next to the guys. then zhenling keep swearing at him.
cos he making all of us super no space. hahhaa. then chengjun come drag him go duty.
LOL. good. then alot space. hahahaha. abit boring la. our class so.. -undescribable-.
no one participated in anything. LOL. i think the sec4s are the only enthu ones. haha.
they were all, woah. enthu like shit. they alot games all participate, blahblah. lol.
us sec3s there sleeping/usingphone/talking/reading storybooks/talking/etc so on.
anything except doing something related to sports. LOL. super 'enthu' manz. -.-
then me krystal zhenling were like there playing with xinhui's rubics cube.
damn sian. i till now cannot solve the last layer -.- sian man, aiyo.
then wasted 50cents on an orange lollipop which i never eat. it's in the fridge now. LOL.
anyway. back to carnival. frisbee and floor ball damn boring to watch la -.- lol.
only soccer and the races not bad only. haha. then nearly all events finishing.
then the middle of the field a group of people anyhow join play soccer. super cool.
mr c.l1m, mr ch0n9 and a group of people start playing soccer. LOL. damn cool.
hahaha. they damn pro. lol! then everyone was cheering like mad whenever they play.
lol. then later. still got alot time mah. then me krystal mich cindy went toa payoh -.-
request by michelle fong as usual. so bo liao. then we went to eat? at forks&spoon.
heartpain sia, $5 on a japanese meal set. LOL. waste my money! tsk. fooled around.
LOL. laugh like f. hahaha. i cant finish my food in the end. laugh until my stomach pain.
now everything is "what? not happy ah? not happy go toilet settle la!". LOLLLLLL.
yea lor. it's so damn lianzxzxz-ish. HAHAHAH. that's the funny part. lol! aha.
if not it'll go like "blahblahblah.. huh? you like it ah? aiyo, TOO BAD(in this high pitch)".
sounds familiar? yes, e.l1m's catchphrase. hahaha. forget it la. it's alot funny stuff.
i super pekchek with krystal. SHE KEEP LAUGHING NON-STOP la! kp! LOL.
and her laughter super contagious. sian. i couldnt finish my food. gah. oh yea.
and we saw a CATWOMAN. LOL. seriously. this woman was dressed in all black.
wear skinnies. black top. cover a cape around her. dyed-golden spiky hair. and so on.
i was like "o.O eh krystal. batman in front". then krystal burst out laughin damn loud.
LOL, then they all start laughin. very bad i know! but the woman swing her arms violently.
like any moment going save people like that, LOL :/ then abit lost in toa payoh. HAHA.
got back school in the end. played taidi. then go for the play-for-them-to-march thingy.
LOL. soso stuff la. :) i at first say dontwant blog then type so much. diao.

saturday, may 23
had band in the morning. lol. then later had a rushed lunch. hahaha. then went back blahblah.
bunned hair. lol. made me miss gladys 's wonderful bun-hair skills. haha O:
then the performance at the what, serangoon community day carnival thingy. went there.
slacked around. we got this $3 ticket thingy free. hahaha. then we go put for lucky draw.
LOL. hahaha! oh. alot seniors come back. hahaha. then sit down watch abit of the shows.
got this ventriloquist. haha. cool is cool la, ventriloquism. but hor.. this guy.. abit l-o-l.
his donkey and lion is use jeff dunham's peanut idea lor! lol! the mouth at face one, especially.
hahaha. then performed lor. idk la. lol. but i know the moon solo was super soft.
the change of keys all cant hear. nvm. back to topic. then went back school.
super funny. alot of breads leftover. LOL. then damn funny. they keep pushing to people.
michelle was suggested by longbing to bring home the breads to her mum&dad. LOL
4boxes leh, then no one take. hahaha. then i say as well let mr seah bring home. lol.
then bring instrument home -.- kaoz. heavy. then we stopped at the hdb there. called dad.
then they came by again, carrying the 4boxes of breads. LOL! hahahaha.
then they stuff alot to us. i suggested them putting in people's letterboxes give them free.
LOl. anyway went home etc lor. my dad no time drive me. damn ass. reached home.
my hands got blisters, o.o abit loser la. but i never try taking eupho home on my own before.
zzz! my dad lor. so nice at this time busy. nvm. feeling damn random today. end off.



"Fear is only as deep as the mind allows"

Traurig, traurig, und mehr traurig.

-skip the results part- i like my english, ohyes. the rest, shut questioning me.
you're nice, yes i tell you. you sucks, no way you'll know man. and come try suan-ing.
you'll get 100% dao-ing, same case as kelvin ho. he's such an ARSCHLOCH.
i dont want to talk to him la. he spam people, then none of the words come out make sense.
i already feel so !#$%@&* he still there kaopei so much! I DONT WANT REPLY LIAO.
pissed like shit. -refrain from swearing, as a promise- nvm. ): then band. was okay la.
my cough is getting worse though i think. damnz. the rest is okay la, yadayada.
and the keyboard tempo at the end damn funny lol. cant stop laughing. hah. damn retro.
then normal stuff. and i got a belated bday present from cindy. haha, THANKS!
it's an eupho! she made it herself :O damn cute leh, the eupho. HAHA. very glittery though.
hah. anyway nothing la. i seriously very.. no mood today. just a penny of my thoughts.
i used to not understand what they were going through, but now i do.
it's really getting more and more tough. and it's only the beginning now -.-
if im alr complaining now, i think the rest of it i can just die through it.
i suddenly remember some of the words said, and i find that it's very true.
it's never a right choice to bring whatever feelings you are having from outside in.
and i managed to refrain from doing it. but im finding it hard to be twosided -.-
on one hand, trying to act happy inside 'there', and trying to seem happy.
on the other hand, worrying like shit deep in the heart about other things, SILENTLY.
all because of trying not to let my mood affect anyone. nehz, im proud to say i did it.
but instead, im feeling worser than ever -.- juggling everything, mood and all.
and yes, i really understood the situations back then. hah.
i think i'll go crazy. so much things is going through my mind. weird. end off.



"If you wish that you could die when just facing some small obstacles, let me tell you, you're wrong. Running away from things doesn't mean everything is solved."

Ich fühle beunruhigt plötzlich. Seufzer.

Life is boringgggggz. Okay, today. MARKING DAY. and band resumed today :O Lol.
Morning woke around 9+ for nothing? hahaha! then went school around 12+.
Haha! Went to play taidi. LOL. Ultra random :P I keep winning. hahahaha.
Jane super pekchek. I keep going 'EH. GO THIS WAY LA' at her.
Then i push back her cards and put mine. LOL. Damn funny. She keep swearing.
then michelle is keep want combo, then in the end lose. cindy.. no comments -.-
HAHAHA. Noob! (: LOL. Okay. went band around 1245. Yadayada normal stuff.
It was still okay la, i think o.o just that abit quiet. LOL. seriously, haha.
i keep coughing. hell, im sick can anotz! tsk. yea lor. thanks to the halfday clinics.
if my mind abit sot tio right, dont blame me, blame clinics, is i sick till go crazy. LOL.
then soso stuff lor. and the eupho is seriously heavy. my arms, wah, torture sia.
somemore go amphi that time, all the way so long, then still hold it up.
ultra heavy! gah. seems like the compensating valve add to all the weight. Lol!
Anyway, random. soso stuff, went home, blahblah. normal day lor.
Short post, cos i seriously dk what to say. I DREAD TOMORROW SIA. D-DAY.
I dont want to get back the results! Ohmygosh ): -signs of going crazy- LOL. end off.




"When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice."

ANGELS AND DEMONS

Haha! Today is such a messy day, hmm. Damn crazy. Haha. morning.
went school. sharon is crazy. she go around saying to people she missed them.
LOL. then listening comprehension. the invigilator is freaking loser, haha!
she super lame ah! keep scolding. "believe i start the paper at 1045?!" LOL.
then the radio damn funny. halfway went haywire. "ta zheng zhen-zheng zhen-zheng zhen-"
LOL. everyone laugh like mad. hahahaha. then she collect paper also damn stupid.
She was like, "Don't open your mouth when i collecting the paper" -.-
I think she want us not to talk. Tsk, sentence structure got problem sia!
Then i purposely open my mouth damn big. LOL. hahahaha. super lame. LOL.
i didnt really pay attention to the LC. hah. anyway, after that. hmm.
went J8 with krystal michelle cindy. Lol! didn't plan to go, actually. lol.
last minute change of plan. HAHA. went to watch ANGELS AND DEMONS.
i tell you, it's nice! :D ok la, in my opinion. it's nice la. better than The Coffin can anot!
that time is a total waste of money! HAHA. ANGELS AND DEMONS is worth it!
LOL. and i tell you, the advertisements at the start damn funny.
i want to watch Drag Me To Hell too! LOL. the trailer damn shiok! SCARY LIKE SHIT.
michelle nearly pee in her pants. LOLLLL. okay, back to actual movie, angels and demons.
anyway, shared popcorn combo with krystal. in the end i drink, the popcorn all she eat. LOL.
and, i like the story plot. because i get what it's talking about! HAHA. all the messy stuff.
but i've gotta say, the movie is damn chim though. hahaha. takes time understanding.
lol. i like the scare parts in movie. michelle! ROARRRR. LOLLLLLL. hahahahahahhaa.
damn retarded! LOL. okay. then the movie. i keep guessing the plot.
i was telling krystal 'they sure drown the last prophet'. in the end really. LOL.
then i tell cindy 'that guy is double-sided'. in the end really. LOL. as in, doublecrosser.
HAHA. and i think michelle cindy krystal damn saddist la, the three of them.
they keep laughing! FOR DUNNO WHAT REASON. at sad parts, laugh. nothing part, laugh.
kisiao one lor. zzz. bleah. nothing more lor. just damn funny. hah. i want watch again.
okay lame. damn boring. I THINK IM CRAZY TODAY. gah. end off.



"Don't take life too seriously. You'll never get out alive."

Gelangweilt, again

Hahahaha, stupid day today. Long and boring with nothingz to do! Ah.
Morning, did some polishing and greasing, and was rather surprised at a LEVER.
LOL. Random mucho. Hah. And i got nothing to do. Tomorrow sure boring like hell.
Still need go back school for 45min?! Wtshit. For one stupid listening compre paper.
Damn retarded. Okay, MSN. HAHAHAHAHA. Today damn funny.
I tried the DP-trick! HOHO. SUPER FUNNY :P

- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:39 AM):
you look at my DP carefully
can you see at the back?
/} MICHelle is not a stalker!{x says (12:39 AM):
er behind where
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:39 AM):
see proper look behind her.
/} MICHelle is not a stalker!{x says (12:40 AM):
O.O
KAOPEI
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:40 AM):
LOL
what!
HAHA
/} MICHelle is not a stalker!{x says (12:40 AM):
LMAO nvm i looking at ur msg
then glance up
glance down
hahaha
KAOPEI!!!
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:41 AM):
LOL
DAMN FUNNY

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- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (5:54 PM):
u look at my dp
u see at the back
look carefully
under the SINGAPORE
- KRYSTAL SAYS: my boyfriends are, Ben & Jerry. says (5:55 PM):
wth!
i cant see anything la
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (5:55 PM):
just look at my dp la
- KRYSTAL SAYS: my boyfriends are, Ben & Jerry. says (5:57 PM):
LOL.
YOU SIAO AH.
scare me
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (5:57 PM):
what?
- KRYSTAL SAYS: my boyfriends are, Ben & Jerry. says (5:58 PM):
this girl quite chio eh
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (5:59 PM):
LOL!
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Okay, zomg, im crazy :D HAHAHAHA. Laughed alot manz. LOL. Bunch of funny people!
HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, crazy. And i think i know alot of retarded people -.- Lol.
PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN SELF-DENIAL. Damn stupid, all dont wanna admit it. -.-
So far there're three pathetic souls who are living in self-denial man, lmfao.
Kelvin ho, jin xiang, jacquelyn. Aiyo eh, the three of them. WORST CASES. LOL.
One cannot admit he bhb, one cannot admit he idiot, one cannot admit she crazy.
RESPECTIVELY. They are damn assholes! Hahahaha, pekchek talking to them.
Lol. I wanna talk to sane people lehz. LOL. okay, lame. bored. end off.



"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

ich bin gelangweilt!

Happy 15th birthday to Yuvin LOO, ah vin!
Happy 16th birthday to Shannen HO, shanny the noob!
Heh. Happy birthday yea, ah vin you retarded and shanny you noob!
Hahaha, im bored as usual! very very very bored. and ich bin traurig!
HAHA! But now, maybe not. Now that i think of it, it's kinda stupid.
Why am i brooding over flunking things?! LOL. Omg. Im crazy. hahahaha.
anw, went to see doctors at around 4+. LOL. FORGOT CLINICS HALFDAY TODAY.
DAMN IDIOT. LOL. walked damn long all the clinics closed. hahahahaha.
ok, i feel stupid. but anyway, bad flu and cough. super irritated. gah.
And i feel like playing maple, cos my sis's audi sounds damn irritating?
whole day same boring songs, aiyo. HAHA. and im bored until i do random things.
like looking at old msn chat logs, and blog archives. HAHA. FUN SEH.
good old memories come flooding back, especially msn chat logs. aww.
and huimin's old blog's archives damn entertaining too! :P Hahahaha.
okay, random. talking to jacquelyn on msn now. super lameshit la.
i think she is crazily retarded la. aiyo.

♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:07 AM):
BLEAH
NO ITS NOT
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:08 AM):
im the most perfectly mentally sound person you can ever find
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:08 AM):
yeah
and soon u'll find camels flying in the sky
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:09 AM):
YAY!
WHEE!
i created a MIRACLE!
WAHOO!
=D
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:09 AM):
and ironically, you're showing signs of a crazy person
NOW*
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:10 AM):
NOOOOOOOOOOO
i told you im perfectly sound!
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:11 AM):
i think you are the one going mad .__.
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:11 AM):
yeah right. *rolls eyes*
u are the one man. -.-
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:11 AM):
your eyeball dropping out!
0.0
your eyes going in slits.
omgomg
you are indeed mad...
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:12 AM):
i wonder who is the crazy one. -.-
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:12 AM):
YOU
:D
=D
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:13 AM):
self denial.
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:13 AM):
-,-
why you say same thing as annabel de
...
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:13 AM):
say what? i started saying it to u long ago
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:14 AM):
finefinefine
eh
anything to reco to do for a bored person
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:14 AM):
kill urself
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:16 AM):
-.-
serious lah
or what go rob you meh?
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:17 AM):
rob me lor. *locks gate* come in la.
♥ Jacquelyn xPerfectGoodbye ; perfeccione adios says (12:20 AM):
LOL
talk to you want vomit blood
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (12:22 AM):
not as much as me when i talkin to u

lazy copy&paste all. judge it yourself man. who is the crazy one. haha.
she lives in self denial. and she still dont wanna admit it. HAHAHAHA. retarded!
Lol. okay lame. it's like 1218am now? i clicked create post and procrastinated to long.
LOL. whatever. i need sleep, you know! (: end off.


"Learn to get in touch with silence within yourself, and know that everything in this life has purpose. There are no mistakes, no coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from"

Prüfungen ist vorbei!

Midyears is over! :) Hoho. I want to comment on everything! HAHA.

monday, 13may
vesak day holiday? lol. nothing much. being guai and study lor. HAHA :D

tuesday, 12may
amath and history! i got no comments? oh wait. i AM suppose to comment!
LOL. okay. amath sucks. shut up man, the majority. -.- for ME, i die, okay?
i dont get why people say amath is easier though. TSK. i think im the odd one.
haha. actually also not that odd mah! amath IS SUPPOSED to be harder than emath :/
and i must thank uchan yesterday, for helpin me solve 2 surds qns. haha!
and also huimin's friend for solving 1 i-forgot-what qn. haha! all the seniors rock!
hah. oh wait. history. i forgot how i find it. er. OH YEAH. i didnt do the comparison 2nd para.
essay left one para and conclusion. lol. my two essays chiong in 15min okay.
damn kp. i spend too much time on SBQ. Lol. my reliability one page! LOLLLLL.
and i really must comment on the exam atmosphere! it freaking sucks! zomg.
it's like hell hot? the fans had no effect at the back la. aiyo eh. hot like shit.
WHY CANT JUST ON AIRCON. damn ass man! i just keep fanning myself throughout -.-

wednesday, 13may
chemistry and full geography! lack of sleep. zzz. i slept 5hours only. gah.
doing the paper i keep like wanting to fall asleep. sian ): studyin late doesnt mean good.
today is like, the worst day ever? like really dammit.
the first paper totally spoils my mood. lol. killer killer killer killer killer. a total killer.
i cant do any questions in chem la. forget it man. i gotta get help in it. shitz. zzz.
then geog paper. i didn't do last qn. haha. sian la. i need practice A LOT man.
on time management. i seriously sucked at it. -.-

thursday, 14may
emath! it was still quite okay la. exception of the circles questions. hahaha.
i didnt even touch the circles chapter when revising. lol! then the question there.
i was like: ???? hahahaha. forget circles man. the rest still ok lah. haha.
i think my graph look damn weird. i missed out tangent i think O:
OH. AND MOMO IS DAMN FUNNY. HAHAHA! HE DAMN L-O-L.
he was collecting our paper mah. then he take my emath answers' foolscap.
then he suddenly "WAH". then i was like "?!" and stare at him in shock.
he was like "SO MESSY" and smirked at me. i burst out laughin. LOL. hmm, nothing liao.
then they had physics. it was a killer, apparently. awwww.

friday, 15may
higher mother tongue and biology! i slept 5hours only too. -.- zzzz.
i think i slept abit in chinese. lol. cant keep awake man. too tired. hmm.
been lacking sleep the past few days ); Ich bin müde! GAHHHHHHHH. okay.
chinese was still okay i think? haha. most of it la, i guess. lol.
the zhong he tian kong, as usual, was a total chim passage. i stared at it very long.
i THINK i finished everything, except the write experience one. lol.
my sentence become like th- HAHAHA. and chengjun is damn asshole la.
he sneeze cannot cover mouth. then TURN AROUND to sneeze at bernard.
im just like two seats away diagonally?! then i lean back and do the paper. hahaha.
then break. then bio paper. it was !#$%&*# la. TO ME, OKAY? -.-
alot people say quite okay. lol. wtshit. i look at the paper i nearly faint la.
to me, it's like no link?! lol. -.- like i expected, alot nutrition come out. and ironically.
nutrition is the topic i didnt touch. lol. sian la. aiya. i feel so sad la. -.-
i think i flunk alot already. chem, bio, amath.. u name it man. Zzz. damn sian. gah.
crapping alot in msn. haha. damn funny.

[c=12][W][/c]eiling says (8:39 PM):
lol
eh i brb
go toilet
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (8:39 PM):
LOL. ok. dont fall in.
[c=12][W][/c]eiling says (8:39 PM):
*stuck*
lol
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (8:40 PM):
*flush*
[c=12][W][/c]eiling says (8:42 PM):
Back
LOL
i swim back up
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (8:43 PM):
really meh! float up la!
[c=12][W][/c]eiling says (8:45 PM):
yep
zl helpped me
- PEARLYN; Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, says (8:45 PM):
fun mah? floating
[c=12][W][/c]eiling says (8:46 PM):
lol
fun!
eh lets play games
im bored
--
Pearlyn scored 3194 points in a game of Flowerz against dfdsf

2 hours ago
Pearlyn and dfdsf played Minesweeper Flags and Pearlyn Toh won

2 hours ago
Pearlyn and dfdsf played Reversi and Pearlyn Toh won
--

random much. super bored. end off.


"There will be alot of people coming into your lives, but the ones that really matters are the ones that really leave an impression on you, and makes you hard to forget them"

Glücklich muttertag!

Happy Mother's Day! :) Sian, it's alreadddddddddy sunday! Ah.
Doom day's driving nearer and nearer. Sianz. I feel so damn dead -.-
Life is getting more and more boring nowadays. Ahhhh, seriously.
I find that muggers are totally NO LIFE. so i shouldn't mug :)
I shall just STUDY instead of being like some results-is-my-life-so-i-must-mug people.
LOL. No offence intended anywhere. If you must know, i am this blunt.
Or in kelvin ho's case, GUAI LAN. Hahahahaha. TOO BAD MAN. Hah!
Back to point. Haha! need to do some work. gah. andand, the school's strange.
Why must they have two exams in one day. wah, CAN DIE MANZ.
like tuesday, AMATH and hist. ohmy. i dread amath. i dont get why people say amath's easy.
i find it hard to comprehend la ): shit mah. wednesday, GEOG and CHEM. OMFG.
two memorising subjects. beat that. ugh. nevermind. forget it, haha. end off.
you are so cooperative :)



"There is a light that shines beyond all things on earth, beyond the highest, the very highest heavens. This is the light that shines in your heart"-Chandogya Upanishad

i found my history file, LOL :/

Happy Vesak Day! Lol. Slept late and woke up early today. Haha.
'Cos went to temple? Pray? Yeah. it's super crowded. Alot people manz.
I got damn irritated. PEOPLE KEEP SHOVING LA. Wah. Super distracted.
On one hand avoiding little kids who go around with the joss sticks.
About to burn people. On another hand avoiding old people who keep pushing.
Aiyo. All so impatient and rushed for dunno-what-reason. -.- Tsk.
Oh yes. and i felt damn retarded. i went to my crumpler, open it, and guess what.
MY HISTORY FILE INSIDE. LOL. hahahahaha. i forgot i used crumpler for exams.
then paper1 that day i bring home mah. i forgot. LOL. nehhhhhmind.
i still found it :) HAHA. But idk what and how to study for! D: Shitz man.
Help me, someone? Im dying. ): End off.


"Trouble is part of your life — if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough."-Dinah Shore

*stones, think 1week incidents*

*stone for a long time* I forgot what i want to blog about :/

monday, may5
eh, was there anything? o.o oh yeah. wait. is english paper one and hmt paper one.
hah. english paper one was.. okay. hmt paper one is crap. ohmygod.
yanglaoshi damn chim! D: I stare at his questions, i dont know how answer.
Lol -.- i see the first two titles, dont get a shit. then in the end do baozhangbaodao.
that's the only thing i understand. HAHA

tuesday, may6
english paper two and ss paper. english paper two was okay lah.
except the cloze passage super long and messy. lol. read damn long, haha.
ss. lol, wtshitz. i forgot one more tone paragraph for inference. -.- sian.
and the essay. my mind blank. and right. the 2b gone case liao. hahahahaha.
what government support crap. i go mess up with others. oh well. -.-

wednesday, may7
lessons back to normal? haha. chinese free period. lian never come. :O one hour sia.
we go to the lc room. sit there for nearly 20min. sit sit, wonderin whether she got come.
then i was like "eh, ours first period lor. cannot be she late. never come la."
then everyone was like, YEAH HOR. then everyone start going crazy and doing own things.
LOL. SUPER SHUANG. juntian and hanling start vandalising the newspaper.
then i see already, quite fun. then i go vandalise MY newspaper :D COOL I TELL YOU.
Wahkao. The newspaper look nicer than before la! :) Dam sweee hor! HAHA.
It's red, cos i use jac's marker. HAHA. practically the whole newspaper is damn cool now.
Anyone wanna see? :P "I am a ballet dancer!" "Me too!" "Same." LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.
i didnt know drawing on newspaper could be so fun. whee. then PE lor. re-runed 2.4.
EH. I FREAKING PASS OKAY. HAHA. Super shuang. The clock never spoil, chicken -.-
So suan! Lol! Nvm, hahahaha. I think it's a C or D. Hah. From fail to C or D, not bad right.
LOL. At least my conscience(?) is cleared :P I finished running yay! LOLLLLLL.
lessons after that are as usual. hahaha. i forgot what happen alr. lol!
oh yes! krystal never come mah, then the table on my left empty. tsk.
then i put my WONDERFUL newspaper on her table mah. HAHA. so cool can.
then during math. momo come around giving us worksheet. then he come to my table.
he stared at the newspaper, and stopped. ''Why the newspaper so bloody!"
LOL. burst out laughing. it's so dam cool can anot. hahhha. ohyea anyway.
having sore throat. argh. super irritating. i cant eat. LOL -.-

thursday, may8
normal lesson day as usual? i forgot what happen as usual. normal stuff i think.
not only sore throat now. Im having flu. I THINK. LOL. I finished jac's tissues.
I think i used 5packets of tissues. Just during lessons alone. ahhaha. nvm, LOL.
rotted in amath ssp. very sian. ): zzz. crapped alot after comin home. hah. damn funny.

friday, may9
*stare* HAHA :) Heh, back to topic. The guys seriously like throwing chess pieces.
Lol. EVERYWHERE AROUND OKAY. Me jac krys start picking all those around.
My table got half of the chess set alr. LOL. so many pieces la! tsk. anywaaaaay, damn sian.
lessons are normal. oh. last day for trainee teachers. Bye, Ms Kuek and Ms Lim :/
Ms kuek gave everyone pocky+note. Ms lim gave note. So nice la, the both of them :D
then later before going chinese. me jiayi melissa annabel went crazy. PAPERBALL FIGHT.
LOL. i win la, of course right! :P 3v1. so not fair. they all use books one. LOL.
Damn funny. haha. keep throwing paperballs around. haha. play until damn hot -.-

then after chinese. around 2. had the farewell party for ms kuek&lim! :)
6 large pizzas. 10bottles of 1.5l drinks. 2 big 1kg cakes. HAHA. Damn hiong. hahaha.
then after the party took class photo all that. in the sun. -.- damn hot.

one of the class photo under the sun? super hot. lol.

then after dismissed. a group of us stayed back. me and melissa help them take photos.
damn wth. i think my photography skills sucks. LOL. super idiot.
I KEEP CANNOT GET GOOD shots of their jump shots! AH. But anw, not entirely my fault.
jac phone damn lag. HAHA. then slack slack around. until around 5+ then go home. hah.
was quite fun la actually :) hees. ohyea. i feel stupid. I FORGOT TO BRING HOME HIST FILE.
DAMN THE SHIT. Omg. tues got hist and i never bring home file! everything inside leh!
omfg omfg. die. no matter what i have to get it somehow man. ah. end off.



"Learn to get in touch with silence within yourself, and know that everything in this life has purpose. There are no mistakes, no coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from."

mug la mug la -.-

The nice TIDY floor. That rabbit very nice. (:

Have u realised that my table's too small for me to use?

So small that i have to use the floor. LOL. The floor veh nice.

Haha. Don't feel like blogging. Anyway, midyears is here -.-

Eng&Chi paper one tomorrow -.- Zzz. Die. I hate writing.

Ah. Anyway, just here to update abit. end off.

"Life does not cease to be funny when people die any more than it ceases to be serious when people laugh"

Work the ass off; Dear god? :O

Im filthy rich in maple now. 'Cos my sis got tired of whole day kena hack.
then she gimme her money. LOL. maybe i go play abit after midyears C:
It's different, now that there's more money and equips. HAHA.
But i think her mage damn wasted. lol. nehmind. Im not suppose to be saying games!
AHHHH. And sian. i ransacked all my sec1 sec2 files just now. super messy.
and i finally found the chinese letter formats i want. HAHA. saw alot files.
wah. THE LIT FILE ROCKS. seriously. sec2 lit file. all ms ow's priceless macbeth notes.
okay, random. i wrote out my formats. yay for me. now for english. sian.
I needa start revision soonz. Motivate me please, someone. Gah.
I needa work my ass off. Ugh. Shall not blog. Ive added a new song to my playlist.
Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold is a nice song. admit it man. (: end off




"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle"

Chinese! -.-

Happy labour day? -.- Lol. I woke up quite early today. HAHA.
Sms-ed alot people. Got tired of arguing. lol. Alot different topics.
haha. wasting this lame day away laaaaa ): Zzz. super uber boring lor.
I dont feel like doing anything at all. Sian. But ah. midyears coming.
Monday got paper1. shitz. I lack motivation. haha. I need to start working man.
Oh my oh my. Someone please motivate me lehhhhhhh -.-
Gah. I think i'll start on some WORK soon. Zzz. Ahhhhhhh. Im dying man.
Nehmind. I want the chinese formatssssss! My bi zi dunno throw until where.
Sigh. Shit man. Someone tell me all the formats! Ahh. I needa work.
I cant always talk crap. LOL. Sian la. end off.



"When you live in reaction, you give your power away. Then you get to experience what you gave your power to"